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Old John
Christmas
A “Life
in These Parts” story
By TOM KANE
I visited John Christmas at the old folks home
up in Parksdale last Christmas. They were having a party and all
the old folks were dressed in ridiculous get-ups that tried to make
them look young—and happy.
I always try to visit John on holidays, if I can.
He was a good friend to me when I needed a friend the most and he
was always there with his cheery disposition that made things look
not as black as they first appeared to be.
John Christmas was a first-class banjo player.
Actually, I shouldn’t say “was.” He still is, plays for the old
folks whenever they ask him. John performed in the old time music
circuit up and down the east coast for years. Played with some of
the best pickers and fiddlers in the business. I used to travel
with him once in a while because I love the old time music. You
don’t hear it much any more.
I guess John is around 91 now. He’s been in the
old folks home since his daughter, Sunny, moved away to Oregon about
five years ago. She and her husband Todd asked him if he wanted
to go with them but he decided not to.
So, he’s in this place with all the other old folks.
It gets me kind of depressed whenever I go there, because I can
see myself ending up there too.
As depressing as the place is, John is as cheery
and upbeat as he ever was when he was a traveling man. He’s amazing.
Always up. Never down. I don’t know how he does it. He’s practically
blind, has gout in both feet so bad that he can hardly walk and
he’s had two heart attacks. But that doesn’t stop him.
He picked up his banjo at the party and started
playing. Everyone came around him and started rocking with the music.
He can’t see the frets or the strings, he says, but his fingers
move so rapidly over the banjo neck and the strings that you wonder
how the music comes out so perfectly. The music sweeps you along
and picks you up like you were a baby and lays you down wherever
John wants to put you. It’s magic.
Afterward, John told me that he was never happier
in his whole life. “I’m resigned to the fact that I’m going to die
soon. It’s really okay. I’d like to live some more but it’s not
a problem if I don’t.” He leaned his head over to me conspiratorially.
“I’ve never told anybody this but when I’m playing
I get into a state of—well, I guess you’d call it sheer contemplation.
I’m not even here. I’m somewhere else in the universe flying around
up there with the Spirit. It’ll really be an easy step just to stay
up there and not come back.”
I left him with enormous admiration for his spirit,
wondering how I will handle old age if I ever get a chance to live
a long life like that. It also makes me regret that I never learned
how to play the banjo.
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