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Riding
the wheel of life
The voice on
the phone is so strong and familiar that it makes me take a breath.
"The fair, Sunday?" I heard.
A recollection
rushed back to me of "Summer skies and lullabies, nights we couldn't
say good-bye."
Has it really
been 20 years since that song danced into our minds? Did I dare
take a step back into the past once more?
"You know how
I feel about county fairs," I added with returned youthful hesitation.
"But then again, sure, why not?" I decided.
The silver
Mercedes arrived promptly at my door by 7:00 p.m. I stepped outside
taking in the moment. The air was hot and laden with the scent of
late summer roses from my garden. There he stood, so tall and handsome
in the early evening light.
"You never
change," he whispered into my ear as we made our way through the
fading light. Memories came easily gliding inside that streaking
silver vessel. My mind raced as our heads rested on its soft leather
seats and familiar music gently stirred the silence of the night
flashing by outside.
Up ahead on
the distant horizon we saw the colorful whirling lights of the giant
Ferris wheel. As we walked through the velvet darkness approaching
the gate, I felt him gently reaching for my hand. The wheel was
our destination and words were no longer needed as we climbed the
steps to our chariot in the sky. The latch snapped closed, we rose
up into the heavens and a magical journey into our past began. Stars
blinked their pure white light guiding us as a giant wheel of life
began to spin. I closed my eyes as his lips brushed against mine.
Memories of
blue denim jeans flashed for an instant as a drama from yesterday
unfolded before me. The wind whipped my waist-length brown hair
around me protecting me from the night. I could smell the fresh
gentle scent of Loves Baby-Soft lemon perfume clinging ever so softly
around me like a blanket of puffy cotton candy. His familiar hand
touched my cheek brushing the hair from my closed eyes.
I remember
the warmth of his breath as he moved a little closer to me on the
seat. I opened my eyes and saw his, only his. Their crystal blue
brilliance was all that I could see. I could only compare those
magnificent eyes to an endless blue October sky.
The wheel turns
and his laughter brings back another time and I could hear the scuffing
sounds of sneakers on that old wooden gym floor. Maroon and white
saddle shoes shuffled in time mingling with boundless youthful energy.
The crowd screamed, hailing his winning points and I jumped high
into the air knowing that his cheer and heart are forever mine.
The big wheel
paused for a moment giving us chance to look down into the crowds
below. A flash of gold and a hint of red reflected from the old
wooden horses on the carousel below. A gentle tug and the wheel
moved again, climbing higher into the night as soft breezes whispered
around us.
"Do you remember
the beach after our prom?" he asked.
Silver shoes
glided across the dance floor to Chicago's, "Color My World." A
bright yellow dress of silk organza clung effortlessly to my teen-age
form. A simple opal necklace dangled from a golden chain around
my neck, a gift of love from my king of the prom.
A midnight
night kiss mixed with a box of Dunkin Donuts while we were whisked
away to the sea.
As our Ferris
wheel turned memories flooded my heart and mind with images of the
Boardwalk roller-costar, screaming high school friends and sticky
salt-water taffy on our fingers. So strong was the memory that I
was certain I could once again feel the beach sand between my toes.
The old red
plaid blanket from the back of his green Torino wrapped us snugly
into one. We all watched together, young friends clinging to the
moment while Bruce Springsteen played on. Sleepy eyes gazed and
blinked while the pink light of morning formed along the line of
the sea. A cry from a gull and a single line of pelicans soared
to the tune of the waves while the bold orange dot of the sun grew
brighter with the day.
"Your eyes
reflect the sea," he whispered to me and we made our way back through
the early morning sand. There's another tug and the magical wheel
begins its decent bringing me back to the moment.
The night air
has turned chilly now as we made our way back to my home. He leaves
with a simple kiss on my forehead and a promise to return.
"Until then,"
he whispered in darkness.
"Until then,"
I responded, knowing it truly meant forever.
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